Stalled before I really started. This weightloss thing's not easy. Getting started is hard; staying started harder. I need a quick injection of confidence, motivation, inspiration, something. I don't want this to end up in the same boneyard as my other boneheaded attempts to be the person I want to be.
Would it be fair to say that your motivation level is high, but your confidence level low, he asked? Yeah, it'd be fair, and my motivation level is low. Little steps, little steps. If my steps were any littler, I'd be walking backwards.
Even Soda Saturdays aren't working for me. I tried drinking soda only on Saturdays for months, and I sometimes even miss a Saturday or two in there, but I think I've just replaced soda with coffee and tea. When did water become hard to find? I'm not drinking it out of plastic bottles. That just strikes me as wrong, but drinking out of the tap doesn't seem particularly healthy either. I'm a teacher, so I'm not drinking out of the water fountain. I've seen what people do in those. Having to eat lunch at 10:00 AM isn't a good idea, either.
Doomed. My project feels doomed. I think I'll go to the Nurse's office and weigh in.
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